How is it that I can go from a loss on Wed to none to date?
13 04 2008This is unreal!! I am starting to get frustrated with the process. It is rediculous and I just need to vent. I am in a very loathing mood right now. I loathe people who can eat everything and maintain a healthy weight. I loath people who eat MacDicks, because I am craving it pretty bad, and I really honestly think that stuff is disguisting, but I just crave it!! I am craving chocolate…lots of it. I am craving BREAD. I dream of BREAD. I am craving Poatoes. I am loathing tuna, and I am loathing myself.
The end. Done venting. Maybe I will feel better tomorrow or even tonight! Maybe I won’t. Maybe I am bitter, Maybe I am just tired of dieting. Either way….AAAAAAAAAAAGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!
sister - i hear you. i’m in the same boat. i think my weight is actually moving this weekend but it hasn’t for the past few weeks, so i’m hoping to see some change in the scale or i fear i won’t have the willpower to keep going. i think we all deserve big prizes for sticking to this! i, too want to eat with other people. not think about every crumb i put to my lips. and occasionally indulge one of those cravings you talk about (which at this point are likely all psychological).
just wanted you to know someone out there hears you … and understands exactly where you’re coming from. just think about all of those clothes you’re now leaving behind and all of the new ones in much smaller sizes that will soon be yours. that’s working for me today
hang in there. i’ll send a few prayers to the scale gods for you.
ooo i hear you too!!! i loathe all the same people, but just know that you are doing a great thing for yourself, and the weight will come off, slowly at times and faster at other times!!! just stay positive!!!
GOSH i was just thinking today on the bus how much I hate all of those people.
Keep being strong!! i am also going to pray for the scale gods for you. And while i’m doing that….indulge in something yummy! =). whenever I just want yummy food (goddammit) i LOVE to visit www.hungry-girl.com or noshtopia.com and find something really delicious to make/eat.
I hear ya. Sometimes I start thinking “why do I have to pay attention to every single thing that goes into my mouth while some people never even think about it?” It’s not fair, but it’s our burden to bear and I believe it makes us stronger. Ok, I don’t really know about that, but thinking that way helps me out.
Nope, it’s not fair at all. Especially when you are married to someone who can eat anything and everything they want. Hard to get support from someone who just came home with chips, rocky road ice cream, KFC and says “just don’t eat it” like it’s no big deal to watch him munch down the entire bag, carton and box. Not fair at all.