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Ok so i stole this idea from Roni but i no she wont mind.
I actually have a couple of things that i love about myself but it has taken me awhile to realize what they were. I think that as we get older i perception of ourself changes along with other things… I can remenber when i was in high school how i always hated my nose and my boobs i always thought i had a nose like a pig and that my boobs were always bigger than any of the other girls. Oh and i forgot i hated my butt i felt like it was not big enough.
Ok so now to answer the question i love my legs, eyes, and my feet. I have very athletic, slim, legs. My legs have always been like this along with my hips they are very small. Which is unusal to say because i dont have a big butt, hips, and legs they are actually very small. What i dont like about myself is my stomach and still my boobs but i blame this on the fashion industry today everybody has a boob job that makes them look at perky and nice but as the years go by they start falling south. Now i dont like my stomach because it where i carry my weight and i really wont to lose it. Well i hope all of you guys have a wonderful weekend….

Note to self:
Just because its lunch and everyone else is doing it does not mean you have to. Althought you did pick a salad the deal was to eat your lean cusine and you did not follow through then you had to have a cup of jello and a 100 calorie twix(which you did not need) Next time have alittle will power for yourself and stick to the plan.

Why is it that when im bord i feel then need to shovel something into my mouth? I have found myself doing this more then i need to and i have to find a way to curb this addiction. Do they make a OEA Over Eaters Annomious or a BEA Bord Eaters Annomious because i need to sign up for both. HI My name is Tina and i am a Over Eater and a Bord Eater(tear tear tear). You should see my office this is what foods i have in here at the moment. On my desk is a basket full of Chocolate kisses that were given to me for V-day but luckly i have only eaten one of them a couple days ago. In my desk you will find: 100 calorie twix (i heart you), Crystal Light hard candy, Winter Fresh gum, Life savers tropical, Ice breakers sour hard candy. In my cabinet i have: pretzels, raisins, low fat ritz crackers, 100 calorie chex mix, garden harvest apple chips, and a candle that if it was not wax and if i loved the taste of wax i would eat it. What shall a girl to do?????

So i have been kind of dragging on the new life style. Im still doing it and all its just i have only had one leg in the wagon and the rest of me out of it. So i have to jump full force back in it. This weekend i weighed and was up three pounds but i know i can lose it easy breazy. I just hate being up. Friday was the reason i was up. I went with a friend of mine to get her hair cut then we did alittle shopping well next thing we no it 8:00 and i have not had anything to eat. So we stop and get some pizza’s for us and the boys well by then i was starved so i ate three slices. I could not help it i was just so so hungry. After i ate i i just felt so bad and disgusted with myself for eating it. i guess live and learn thought.
So i think i am going to put some snacks in my car just in case i ever get into that situation again. Who would have thought one slice of pizza equals one pound. Thats sucks!!!

Have you seen these yet??? Holy Cow they are the best thing since sliced bread. Talk about give me some of that. I bought these today at Walmart they were a pretty resonable price seven bars for $2.65 they have 100 calories duh and 5 grams of fat for one cookie but i was highly impressed. My chocolate fix is now satisified.

Here lately after lunch for some reason i have a need for something sweet and not just anything i wont chocolate and i turn into the hulk if i dont have any. Well today i did ok with my WW but i really need to jump back on this wagon and ride it to the end and i find that i am having a really hard time doing it. I have not gained any weight but i also have not lost any either just stuck in the same old rut.

Yes i am still alive. Well i am at this weight now and my body really likes it and i am getting comtrouble in my skin. It just seems like no matter what bad foods i eat or good foods i eat i never gain or lose. Oh and i must say only in moderation with the bad food. I think i may be stuck in a rut and am having a bit of a hard time getting out of it. Well the bf is fixing to start training to be a firefighter so i think i am going to train with him. Whats better then running with someone instead of by my self oh and did i say safer. Thats right lady’s i am fixing to have my very own fireman bow chicka bow bow. LOL. I am super excited for him thought and i hope he does well.
I got the coolest thing for my birthday a friend of mine gave me a weight watchers cook book that included pictures of what the food is suppose to look like. I have not tryed it out yet but there are tons of stuff in there for everything you can imagine. Well hope you all have a wonderful week