This morning i did my usual routine but i wanted to share a little bit of the conversion that took place this morning with you all. I hate you, why do you do me this way, why cant you just do what  ask and not make things so difficult on the both of us. I think its time you start doing right out your out of here. i hate you i don’t ever want to talk to you again. Now you are wondering who in the heck is she talking to. Well this was the conversion i had with the scale this morning, that’s right Tina is losing it i was actually talking to the scale. We started out with a pep talk but that did not help since i was up today. I really thought i would be down or at-least the same but i was up. Well me and Mr scale or not on good terms right now and i told him he better straighten up or we would be done for good.

Now that i am to my scenes and i have snapped back to reality i started thinking why do we let the scale predict how or days will go. I know i read something like this not long ago on someone’s site (i apologize i don’t remember) but why. Why do we let weight become such a big deal in our lives why cant we just be happy with who we  are without wanting to change ourselves? I have found that i have told myself often that if i could just lose the weight and be skinny that things would just fall in to place and work out for the better but the reality of all of this is that everything will be the same just i will be smaller and lighter in size. Why do we women think like this??? the bf say’s that women always want more that they are never satisfied with what they have and yes i feel like i have a urge to want more then what i have, whats wrong with bettering yourself? Alright sorry i have been MIA the past couple of days but there has been so much going on. Oh and guess what a friend of mine has decided to start WW with me yea…. It just makes it more fun to have someone doing it with you and it motivates me more to eat right and to lose. Well i have been playing around with my eating to see how my body reacts to certain foods i have noticed that if i eat something with lots of fiber in it for breakfast that it will actually hold me over till lunch but if i don’t by 10:00 i am having to eat a snack and then by lunch i am starving to death. Well i will end this here hope you all have a wonderful weekend. I heart you all…