I am pissed, bitchey, angry, sleepy, and all the seven dwarfs that there were. If i was going to splurge eat then today would be the day. Today did not start off a good day for me. I woke up this morning and nothing went right. I want to get married no scratch that i want to be engaged not married just engaged. Just give me the ring and no one gets hurt (yes i know sounds crazy)  and have been wanting to now for the past two years. I have the man that i want to marry and everything else is in place. Its just the “groom” is too busy wanting to buy all of his “toys” first and wait and save money. Yes that is a good idea we can save but i fell like WTF… Then i found out today that a friend of mine is getting engaged AGAIN for the second time in a year. Yes she was married for about a month then divorced and now has found this poor guy and is engaged again. So i was already alittle pissed about that. I know i am having myself a little pity party. Well i am the only single girl i know…..Good thing i only keep “good” food in my office or i would sneak away to get me alittle cheat. I cant remenber whose blog i read about having an affair with pudding well i totally feel you on that one. I think i could defiently have an affair today with a brownie and ice cream. You know its bad but you still wont it and the taste of it just feel so good. Ok i defiently have to snap out of this,  i was just having a dream of swimming in a pool of ice cream and brownie’s. Well so far today i have done good but my fat kid inside of me is screaming feed me feed me. Well on the plus side i hope you all had a wonderful day and i will post my eatings later.