Vulnerable Moment

26 07 2007

I finally put up those horribly embarassing before/in progress triathlon photos.  While I didn’t have the guts to include my face in these bra and spandex shots, rest assured it’s me under all that.  Funny how you can be at goal and be so imperfect, huh?  Anyway, I feel a little vulnerable, but I think the sport of triathlon is soooo phenomenal and fun that if I can motivate somebody to join by showing some photos of me getting buff, well, then that’s worth the public humiliation.

Today’s my first day off from exercise since Friday, and while it’s against my will, my body and muscles are begging me to keep them inactive for a day.  Yesterday’s swim/run just left me tired, and for the first time since we started mid-June, my legs actually feel like lead weights!  I took a multivitamin when I got home and am forcing fluids, but I think I just need to rest.  Knee was all weirded out yesterday, too, so I’m going to work my schedule the next few days so that I avoid running.

Our first ocean swim is on Saturday, and I’m sort of excited.  I did a little research, and there has only been 1 shark attack in Orange County over the past 50 years.  I like my odds! (DH says we’re primed and ready for one thanks to that statistic— he’s a meanie)  I also want to try out the wetsuit in a colder environment, since the lake is too darn warm and I feel like I’ll die if I go race speed in it.  Plus, I’ve been scared for so long– I want to overcome my fears NOW.  Solana Beach Tri is on Sunday.  It’s still accepting applicants.  Hubby wants to meet a friend for lunch in San Diego on Sunday…..  Are the stars aligning and telling me that if I have a good swim, I should do Solana Beach???  I want to race!

OK, enough about that.  Back to food.  Thankfully, feeling kind of cruddy has killed the appetite a bit.  Am liking these 24 point targets, but as I suspected, am STILL not losing weight.  Shocker there.  Anyway, here’s the food for the day so far:

Food Points Points Remaining (out of 24)
Coffeemate with coffee 2 22
String cheese 1 21
Z Bar 2 19
3 servings Honey Bunches of Oats (different times during the day) 7 12
Light English Muffin pizza (2 tbsp sauce and 1/8 cup 2% cheese) 3 9
Pria Bar 2 7
Hostess 100 calorie pack  (2— 6 hours apart) 1 6
1 1/2 servings Barilla Plus pasta with 1/4 cup sauce and parmesan cheese 6 0

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5 responses to “Vulnerable Moment”

26 07 2007
melanie (18:50:23) :

Those photos are amazing…you can totally tell a difference girl! I am so proud of you! I’m thinking I need to have my DH take a few pics of me so that I can see my progress to! WOW!! Way to go! You are totally kicking butt!

27 07 2007
strawgirl (03:08:06) :

Girl–you look GREAT!!!!! Your pudgy belly is nothing. I can definitely see a difference.

Good luck in the ocean swim!!! You will be fine and you will overcome your fears. Let us know how it goes!!

27 07 2007
kja7522 (03:15:14) :

enjoy the day off and get some rest!!! you deserve it. i know i have a hard time - mentally - allowing myself to have a day off, but in the end, sometimes, body knows best. and the pix are amazing!!! hope to be in shape like that some day…

27 07 2007
desertmama (04:23:06) :

Your photos are great! It is so hard to look at ourselves in photos but it is a wonderful record of our hard work. Even if the scale isn’t moving, your body IS! And you are certainly getting “buffer” (is that a word in this case?). Congrats!

30 07 2007
nextstep (14:36:46) :

Holy moly little lady! you look GREAT! I can totally see a difference– you are much more toned in the second pic. CONGRATS!

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