This week I have been mostly…

• Eating too many bagels and sickened myself at the sight of them

• Gaining mysterious pounds but hopefully it’s mainly water and a slow digestive system :)

• Watching way too many reality shows and feeling like my brain is shrinking

• Getting a bit excited about getting back out into the garden – sunny days and a trip to the garden centre can do that to you

• Trying not to lose the rag with inefficient suppliers and still get my job done

Sounds like I had a bit of a depressing week doesn’t it? It raises a bit of chicken and egg question for me as I was on a bit of a downer yesterday and got a bit upset about some “stuff”. And I know that my willpower for snacking has been really low. So the question is – does a bad week spark off the eating and the depression or does feeling a bit overwhelmed turn everything into an ordeal to be salved with biscuits? Or is it that one (or rather – 5) biscuits trigger such a slippery slope to despair at my utter lack of self control that takes everything else down with it?

…singing “4 minutes” by Madonna (and JT) and marvelling and how fabulous she looks in the video

…visiting hospitals to have my elbow or ovaries checked (4 trips so far - not connected mind you!!)

…reading “A Ride in the Neon Sun” by Josie Dew and wishing I was back in Tokyo

…getting back my exercise groove, doing my 4 mile loop walk, and planning my next bike ride - YAY

…eating a lot of rocket

…watching the West Wing season 3

…reading The Book Thief

…looking forward to going out to a Japanese restaurant for dinner with DH

…somehow losing a pound - down to 158.

…deciding to add a new feature to my blog which I like on this site so am borrowing, but making it a record rather than a forecast :)