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This is an Update to my post from this morning. I checked the WW homepage to find the exact time of meeting and it turns out at the location i want to go it’s actually tomorrow morning at 10… Already, i am feeling very queasy and i don’t know why, because frankly it’s my own doing that i have been eating poorly the last 6 weeks or so! And it won’t change a thing if i go tomorrow or wednesday. I really need to take responsability for my actions and choices, NOW!
So, i’m going to WI tomorrow… That was it, for the moment! 
I have had one hell of a week. It started out last monday with, yet again, some very uncomfortable period pains (i get pains in my kidneys and ovaries, it’s very painful) and with that, some very impressive food cravings. I think i might be worse than a pregnant woman actually… I get tired and cranky, and if i don’t get the particular food i’m craving at that moment i get very unhappy.
So this is how my week started and ended basically. TOM, for me, usually lasts 5-7 days, which is way too long for my taste. Can’t get anything done during that time because of the discomfort, can you tell i really hate that week?!
Of course i have not been OP whatsoever, so i’m a little worried about the scales. I’m waiting until Wednesday to weigh myself because of all the water i retain during periods, but the overall feeling is not a good one.
I have learned a few things too this last week. The first one is, that high-fiber fruit juices leave me very bloated and gassy… I had 2 glasses of juice yesterday morning for breakfast and let me tell you, it’s very embarassing and uncomfortable when you have to play Golf in the afternoons 
Am feeling better now, thank goodness! The other one is, i really need to get back to those WW meetings because they might be the only thing that would keep me OP… I must admit, i didn’t really like them. I went to 2 of them and i got demotivated quickly by the fact that the WI is at 3pm and that i’m never ever wearing the same clothes that day as i’m coming straight from work. So after my first week OP i was still the same weight on their scale, and i wasn’t at all happy with that!! I know, i let myself down too quickly, i’m just soooo bloody impatient!!
So here’s the plan… Get back to the weekly meeting on Wednesday, which hopefully will get me started on WW for good! I need to stay focused, damn it!!!!!!