I want to be an Asterisk*

If sleep is the key to weightloss, I should be 10lbs heaver.  I simply haven’t been able to sleep this past week.  I don’t know if it is the stress of work or that I am getting too hot over night but I find myself waking up many times during the night.

Last night, I dreamed demons were trying to get me to commit suicide.  What the heck is that all about?   My ex husband was in the dream too…ex husband, demons….at least a little of what I was dreaming was accurate.

Anyway, I weighed 136.4 this morning.   That is very low for me, especially when I haven’t been in “weight-loss” mode.  I kicked around maybe going ahead and losing down to 130.  That would give me the extra padding for the holidays but I have plenty of time for that.  I think I would rather lose ahead of time, planning to gain, then to gain and feel like I couldn’t lose the weight.  I don’t know how long I am going to be able to take off the couple of pounds I gain off and on.

I’m off Monday and tuesday, enrolling the kids in school, getting my 5-year old his physical for Kindergarden.  I can’t believe my youngest is going into Kindergarden.