Simply for me

First, I’m pleased to announce I’m -1 again this week. I wasn’t sure if I was too happy, but after a few minutes, I did a resume of my last 3 weeks and I’m pretty pleased with what I have accomplished so far: What used to be 6 cups of coffee a day is now a few cups a week (that I don’t even drink entirely) and it’s my first attempt to cut coffee without any symptoms, so that is a real big plus!  I’m exercising more than I ever did and really enjoying it. And for once, I’m putting myself first.

So this week was weird. Felt like everything I was trying, was a fail. Nothing major though, just little things that kept piling up; I kinda laugh about it though… it was one of those week where you wish you slept it all through.  At work, I was forgetting things, making tiny mistakes that I don’t usually do… I locked the cat in the closet, I forgot my shoes at home so I was stuck with my big boots in my feet all day at the office, I forgot to give breakfast to my dog…see the pattern? LOL I have dark hair but my bf always say that I have blond roots (sorry to all the blonds out there! hihihi). 

I had my first night of insomnia in over 2 months last night though. That suck. Luckily this morning wasn’t a week day, so I managed to lay on the couch to try to get more sleep, but all I did was resting my eyes.  I’m way too stress and everything spins in my head (the bills, the job, the new house, will I’ll have kids, should I listen my heart for once and not my head and go to NY like I’ve always dream of…All things like that.)  I’ve been told that my stress could be the cause of why I’m not losing as fast even though I do everything by the book.

I should be working right now, it’s already noon but I’m dreaking my tea, still in my pj, looking outside of my window hoping to see a hear or a deer jumps out of the woods behind my house. I see their trails they leave in the snow, so I’m hoping to see them one day I like this calmness… but I should get going.

Talk to you later and go outside take some fresh (cold) air