I knew that I would now……

Got a little song in my step and I feel good.

MAn! This healthy lifestyle would be SO easy if it was always this easy. I feel SO good. I am loving the foods I am eating, I am satisfied, content, feeling like me again- even better. It has been exhilarating.

I can’t even begin to say enough about this process of cutting way back on sugar/carbs. It has been hard but SO worth it. I feel so good being off the sugar roller coaster- I have really been trying to focus on how good I feel so that when I have the urge to down some sugar for the “high” feeling I get that I recall that this ultimately feels better.

Biked 14 miles home from work today with hubby. Aaaahhh. . i just love it.

Eating really well- core foods are SO filling. I just love it. I have gone way over my 35 points of non-core but I really think it has been okay. My non core foods have been decent choices and if i count my overall daily points I am doing quite well. Tomorrow is WI. Week 2 I feel confident I can stay under 35 points.

So I feel a bit off the wall going from “woo hoo, life is amazing, ya hoo” to the heavy stuff. The cards we are being dealt right now are so tough though. Last week was my week to come to the “I really can’t handle this all anymore” Tonight is my husbands turn to throw in the towel. I am beyond grateful we have each other, I just can’t believe what a good thing we have.  But it feels like our world might crash in on us.   I don’t necessarily believe in a devil per say but if I did this is the point I would say I feel like we are being attacked. The darkside of life, and injustice, and family issues is hitting us hard- and it just doesn’t stop. Every-time we turn around we are feeling beaten up. I think it has finally brought us to our knees…..