I now know that I have done some good in these past few months. I don’t look different, I don’t feel much different. I wear the same size of clothes, but my automatic reactions toward food have changed. I saw a box of pre-made Rice Krispie treats which I really don’t prefer (at least not over the homemade ones) and they were sitting next to a box of pudding cups on the shelf in the store. Upon seeing the Treats I thought MMM those look yummy and walked past. Then I realized, less than a year ago i probably would have bought both, and eaten two or three of each. Thought to myself “You’re a fat pig, you know that right?” and “but it tastes good!” and well… walking away acctually feels better. It was my automatic reaction too. Recognizing that feels good too.

 :) I’ve made a change, an acctual change.

YAY

Best Wishes to All!

~*Nancy*~

I just realized something that should help me stay motivated.

Nearly every time I’ve updated my “current weight” on the weight & progress page I’ve had to change my “lowest weight since blogging” also.

Also… I think I’ve kicked everything. I have a few remaining hints of the sicknesses I’ve been carrying around for the past while. I’m gonna get back on the treadmill tonight. I am. I am iamiamiamiamiamiam. Now I just have to not forget :/. I also have to pay my tuition sometime … i think before tomorrow … i better get on that.

Thank you all for your support

Nancy

I’ve never had so many comments before.

Of my 58 comments, all but 5 were spam.

I’ve never had 5 real comments before! xD

 thanks everyone =)

Well I’ve finally gotten over that cold, I still have a bit of a cough but it’s fading quickly. Last night I threw up for the first time in a VERY VERY long time. I don’t think I’ve thrown up in a few years. My 8 month old nephew was vomiting the other day so maybe I caught whatever he had. Anyway it seems to be better thismorning. Later if I don’t feel sick again I’m going to run.. I am i am… or walk.. whichever I feel up to. I ordered some shoesies …. if they don’t fit very nicely they’re going back. My sister and I spent most of the day reading shoe reviews & sending links back & forth. 

So.. today & weighed myself… the main reason i’m posting 272 … yay

Woo hoo…

Everybody gets a chance to enter a contest for free movies rentals and popcorn!

go to http://weightwatchen.com/ for details.

http://www.orville.com/ is hosting the contest!

Free movie rentals from netflix and popcorn from OR’s new natural line!

It’s easy and free so why not try?

 ~*MSN*~