Frustration - not with food though, for once, lol
Posted by Kristi on July 26th, 2007
OK, I won’t be putting in my food journal tonight because I don’t have the patience for it. All I know is that I was definitely UNDER my points. Today was a sucky day, seriously. Couldn’t sleep all night long because of some weird pain in my middle back that would randomly shoot pains into my stomach. It was raining outside which triggered a migraine so I could barely talk, let alone get anything accomplished at work. I get sent home early where I cat nap and use a heating pad, take medicine and all that good stuff only to NOT feel better at all. I decided to go do some cardio to maybe get the blood flowing in that area, loosen things up, THAT doesn’t help either. I come home, take a shower and get ready to go over to that special someone’s house, who really shouldn’t even be called that anymore because HE is my frustration. But putting that aside for a moment, he always puts me in a good mood (well when he’s not being a selfish a**hole that is). So for about 3-4 hours, I was in a good mood. For the first time all day, I was in a good mood. Then before I left his house we had some “vacation” plans to talk about and THIS is when he turned into his crappy selfish self. I am SO sorry to curse but I guess he brings that out in me. It would literally take forever to go into everything and I can only assume that over time, and several blogs, anyone that might possibly read my blog on a semi-regular basis will get to know the FULL story of Mr. C and all his “glory.” And I hate dogging him out like this but he seriously does it to himself by being this 31 y.o selfish BOY! When he’s not being selfish he is the most amazing person/friend/whatever he is. I’ve come to accept his bad with his good but dang when his bad arises is it ever frustrating. So yeah, that’s all I have to say, I needed to vent and this seemed the perfect way. I’m extremely proud of myself though because for once, I am NOT going to eat out my frustration over him. Nothing is going in this mouth but more advil and water, lol. Ok, enough ranting and raving. I’ll post a quickie food journal just because I want to see it…
| 26 points | |
| Food | DU |
|---|---|
| Oatmeal with 2/3 cup non-fat milk, splenda and vanilla | 3 |
| WW yogart | 1 |
| Pretzels | 2 |
| Laughing Cow cheese and sticks | 1 |
| Protein bar | 3 |
| 1 cup white rice | 4 |
| 1 cup seasame chicken | 9 |
| Fortune cookie | 1? |
| Totals | 23 |
| Daily Activity Log | |
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45 minute Hip Hop class - 5 to 6 activity points |
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July 27th, 2007 at 7:37 am
Good for you for not eating over your frustration with your guy!
You didn’t post a menu from the 25th, but if you ate something fried/greasy for dinner, the back pain might be gallstones. Mine was kinda the opposite, mine was stomach pains with pain that radiated into my back. When I went to the doctor with a very specific description of the pain, he ordered an ultrasound and my gall bladder was filled with stones; I had it removed and the pain disappeared. So, if this is a reoccuring event, you might want to check it out.