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I told the bf he needs to leave… he is looking for a place to live as we speak.

I am extremly upset. My interenet at home is not working.

 I called att to have my land line disconnected. It was scheduled to be shut off monday along with my internet service and i was to be with out service for 24 hours.

So monday at noon i went home for lunch and my internet did not work and the phone was shut off. I got home from work at 9pm and the internet was working just fine!

I woke up tuesday and no internet… I have talked to way too many people at att that are no help.

 The lights that are on on my modem are POWER, ETHERNET, and DSL are all on and solid green. which means my dsl service is coming into the house…. right….

i dont know what the problem is!

my bf’s dad had this same issue… it took him 2 months  of calling att to finally get a person that could help him…. apparently his issue was some setting on his computer… does anyone have an idea to help me?

I am very proud of myself. Last night at work  I didnt much on anything I should have. I had my apple, orange and pudding! Very impressive I must add. I usually get bored and eat chips and beef stick and anything and everything I can get my hands on. When I got home I felt so good about myself! So far this morning I had a banana and apple. I did eat a few wheat thins to! I feel myself slowly getting back on track!! YIPEEE

 I didnt sleep well at all. I was all worried about my bills and if i can afford life when i am single. I have racked up with the credit card bills on…. well nothing important as you all know from my previous entries! So I left my house early and set off to meet my dad at his office. I came up with a plan last night that if he pays off my debt and I make one chunk to him a month in addtion to my car, cell and house bills I would still have about 400 bucks a month to my name.

So I asked : “dad, can you borrow me 3 grand” he replies: “i dont know if i have 3 grand right now for you to borrow. why whats up? what do you need 3 grand for?” I then proceded to say ” to pay off my credit cards. “TO PAY OFF YOUR CREDIT CARDS!”

then i got the lecture about how him and my mom never ever use a credit card… only when they book their flights to vegas twice a year… that is the only time… blah blah blah…

he said if he has someone else in the office today he would take a ride. I think he ment to the bank….. but i just left it at that… it does sound like he is gonna help me out… so i can start sleeping at night again! I cant believe I let my credit cards get that carried away!!! YIkES

I sure do have lots in store for myself starting today! Im cleaning the house at the moment, then gonna take the puppy for a walk….

I will write more tonight cuz I have to work @ 2:00 so I better get my butt moving if i want to accomplish everything by then! ttyl

Hello all! I am not doing as good as I would like to be. I am not getting enough water in… it sure is hard in the winter months. Also, finding the motivation to take the puppy for a walk in the morning is also very hard when it is so fridig out!! yesterday morning was like -10 or something like that!

I have made my self a list of thing I want to change about myself with the new year. I am such a procrastinater…. BAD

I have no problem saying ok… starting tomorrow… well one more day…  that jill will be long gone! I will make a promise to all of you… that i will not break! If you are all successful I can be to!

I will start journaling regilously

I will start flossing everyday

I will start bushing my teeth before bed

I will start walking every morning with the puppy regardless of the weather

I will drink at least 100 oz of water a day!

I will succeed

I can succeed

I will no longer eat chocolate

I am already starting to feel much better just drinking more water! I was up and out of bed on time today even!

 I ate a salad for lunch and dinner yesterday and the same again today. With my fruit in between.

I can do this!

I can totally do this time around.

I didn’t go out last night, in fact I think I was sleeping around 9:30! OOPS! when you are tired…. you need sleep. so thats what i did!

 Got up this morning, didnt do much of anything. Played with the puppy… cleaned up the house a little bit. My brother made breakfast ( eggs, bacon & toast) and I was excited to see him actually making me breakfast that I COMPLETELY forgot it was Jan 1st!! I was supposed to wake up this morning and weigh myself and finnally get back on track.

 I still have not gotten rid of the bf, all my co workers ( at both jobs) think he is history…. Its soooo hard to do, I know i need to  let him go… but…. i wish it was easier!!!  So needless to say, I guess my mind is full of other things than hopping back on the wagon today.

 Right now I am sitting in my dads office writting this post. He wanted to see his ” granddaughter” lol ( the puppy) so he is out showin her off… I am maning his office. ( He is the SKI PATROL Director of one of the area ski hills…) as soon as i walk in the door… jill, are you hungry? I have a bunch of stuff in the fridge… plus here is a plate full of chhicken strips, french fries, shrimp, breaded mushrooms, chees sticks…. NO DAD, I DIDNT GO SKIING TODAY CUZ MY SKI PANTS ARE A LITTLE SNUG…. then he chimes back with…. dont ya mean… ALOT snug!!! hahaha… he knows i have put on weight. he knows i am trying to lose it…. but yet he welcomes me to tons of food!

You will be happy to know that i only had one chicken strip and 3 fries

 Im gonna go home and clean the house, sort through a bunch of old clothes that i no longer need… and then make cookies for my dads office…. NOT for my house!!

 I am off tomorrow as well, but i have to drive 2.5 hrs for a checkup on my eyes! My bother is coming along too and he is gonna get glasses… he has only had contacts for like  2 year and now he want to be able to switch it up. Its nice cuz my cousin works for pearle vision so my bro gets a friends and family 50% coupon!! ( i used to until i had lasik hehe )

ok ok… more later