*~JiLLy MaRie’s JouRNeY~*

I have been away way too long!! The 15 lbs I lost the first time around is ALL back and then some… I had to break out the pants I was wearing in  JUNE! How sad! But its my own fault.. and I am ready to change that!

I cant wait to hop back on the wagon on Jan 1st! I am very anxious to get my butt in gear this time.

 I got a puppy for xmas so I will have a reason to walk!! hehe

As dumb as this is…. I am gonna just wait til the 1st of the year to hit make the lifestyle change… i am so swapped with everything right now i dont have time to cook or anything.. not to mention all the goodies around this time of year… dont get me wrong im not gonna go out and eat a 8 course meal every meal of the day until then or eat cheesecake for dessert every night… im just gonna eat what i want in moderation and then when jan 1 rolls around… ill start with the gym again then too!

work sucks! I dont have time for this blog this time of year!!! its sad!!!  its soo busy. i shouldnt even be writting this post as i am falling behind.. lol

 I went to the gym this morning and only lasted on the treadmill for 15 mins… i have so much on my mind, i am not in the frame of mind to work out.

 the bf brought home a puppy on monday night so all i was thinking about was making a place in the basement for her so she doesnt ruin my new flooring in the kitchen with all her puddles of pee since she is there all day!! the bf was supposedly laid offf on monday, went to sign up for unemployment which is why he got a puppy… he would have had time for her… can you belive he worked full days tues weds and will be again today! thats just crazy!!! i assumed he was done with work for the winter… guess not.

 i dont want to sound like a bitch. but i dont want a dog right now.. why didnt i say NO JEREMY NO PUPPY, but instead i said… whatever… UGH!

I can’t think of a bettter time to get back on track! December 1st will do!

Lots going on around here. my BEST friends fiancee died in an explosion at work. See article below:

http://www.duluthnewstribune.com/articles/index.cfm?id=55241§ion=homepage&freebie_check&CFID=71232109&CFTOKEN=47619348&jsessionid=88308c8245793474c253

 AND a guy i used to date  ( i dont even like telling people that now) went nuts and killed is gf and then himself. let me tell you for a town of around 2,000 people… it sure was scary. http://www.mininggazette.com/stories/articles.asp?articleID=9640

http://www.northlandsnewscenter.com/news/local/11983646.html

ok aside from all that I have gained weight. I have not cared in the past few months, I finally stepped on the scale this morning and weighed in at 170.4 YIKES!! i gained 7 lbs back of the 15 i lost!  So here i go again. I packed good food and snacks for today since i work 9am-9pm. and starting tomorrow i plan to go to the gym and get on the treadmill!!