*~JiLLy MaRie’s JouRNeY~*

the bf didnt come home until 10 am this morning, but that time i had already talked to my mom about her and my dad helping me out if i kick the bf out. which is probably gonna happen. the only thing holding me back is we have a joint loan for a 4 wheeler, we got some extra cash with it at the time ( back in april) so the loan is for almost 9 grand… mom said she has to tell my dad… when my dad hears that he is going to go off the deep end. the bf owes me personally under $1000 which i can handle…. but its this loan that is gonna screw me over.. if he doesnt continue paying on it my credit is gonna be shot. See right now we HALF everything…. mortgage, light bill, directv, att. everything. i will surive on my own but i will not have an extra 255 bucks a month for that wheeler payment… thats where i am stuck. dad just bought a new truck (picking it up tomorrow) mom said dad is kinda stressed so i have to wait a few days til she can talk to him for his imput, so i have to bite my tounge and cant kick out the bf just yet.