So I have continued to eat what I when, how much I want, when I want… without any regard to points. I did, however, have a major breakthrough yesterday. I decided I was okay with being fat.
…Until I stepped on the scales that I was placing back in the bathroom after scrubbing the floor. I had flipped them over to see if there was a place to change the battery, which clearly had to be broken as the hundreds place on the scale continued to not work, displaying “77.6″ when I stepped on. And then it hit me. “It” being a little button, hidden on the bottom of the scales, that read “kg to lb.” It was on kg!!!! I did not weigh 177 as I had been guessing…. I weighed 77 kg!!!! I flipped the buttom, set the scales down, and hopped on…. 156.0. WHOA. That’s instant weight loss! Now I am remotivated to lose the weight to be at goal knowing that I’m halfway there anyhow!

I have been beating myself up though overnight about having let myself get this far off plan. Who knows, I could be at goal now if I hadn’t given up! But I’m getting back on plan today. I’m going to spend some of the afternoon after church writing a meal plan, making a points tracker, etc. I really want to get to goal!!! And I need some motivation. So for those of you still on this old site, help!

(PS: I refuse to go to the new one… I don’t like the set-up as much, and all my stuff is here!)