I have become complacent.  It’s true, I’ve hit ‘that’ point.  I’m unmotivated, I’m hungry, and I’ve lost site of what my goal is.  My mental attitude towards moving on down the road has been way laid - I feel like this spot on the map really is a quant little town, maybe I should just settle here for now.  Wouldn’t it be easier to move into the cute bungalow on the hill rather than move on down the road?  This journey feels like an endless road right now.

I feel like I’m not making enough progress.  I’ve even caught myself thinking I feel good now, would maintaining really be that bad?  How can this be?  I am no where near goal.  I am not even half way there yet or to my 10% goal but none the less I’ve lost steam.  I’ve tried re-motivating myself and nothing seems to work.  I guess I’m in a funk but really seeing 3 weeks of maintenance on the WI scale is not fun, I am positive that tomorrow will be more of the same, if not a slight gain.  That’s a whole month with absolutely no progress.

 I am not giving it my best, which is not okay!  Why is that I am not giving the best of me, for me?  I don’t understand why I can’t seem to pick myself up, brush myself off, and well buck up for crying out loud!  I’ve tried re-motivating myself, getting some the excitement back, and I’ve been unsuccessful in all my attempts.  I don’t understand what’s wrong with me?  I’m not where I want to be, so why am I hanging up the towel?

I know my knee injury has stymied my omph a bit but it’s inexcusable.  Things get tough, it’s time for me to get tougher.  I am going to try a couple of techniques I’ve read about in your posts and put some more accountability in my life.  This is it!  I’m not standing for complacency anymore - my Mama raised me stronger than this! 

I need to do what Kim’s post on the Italian Pasta Diet suggests and just walk pasta the brownies!