The Freshman 15

It was a good weekend! I went to some concerts which was great… music and dancing is always good! At the moment I’m waiting on a CD to burn so I can go out on a long day/walk in the GORGEOUS Salt Lake sunshine and I’ve been thinking about a few things.

This weekend on Saturday night I went to a White Trash Bash party at the SigEp frat house. Yes liquid sugary drunk-juice calories, but I danced the entire night, and something way better. My outfit for the party was a pair of teeny tiny daisy dukes, cowboy boots and a little button up plaid shirt. And I looked GREAT. Despite the fact that I was hardly wearing anything I looked way good and I absolutely knew it It was such a great feeling having that confidence despite the fact that I’ve gained 15 pounds this semester, that I can still feel I look good in a lil cute outfit, curves and all, badonkadonk booty and all etc, and know that even though I don’t look “skinny”, I feel sexy and look sexy to myself, which is the person I’m really trying to impress!

So my message from the weekend to everyone is, go for it and be bold with your clothes ! Wear the things you don’t think you can *wear yet* (that is my own personal thing I say when I’m holding out on a cute outfit) If you feel good in it PLEASE I’m begging you, go out in it. Even if you’ve just been dancing around in front of the mirror to it thinkin about what it would look like after you lose a few more pounds or after you tone some more…… Just go for it. Go on a walk in the sun, go out to dinner with some friends, you look good! And it will make you feel great to do it! Sometimes it’s hard to keep up with the clothes for while you’re losing weight because it’s way expensive to go out and buy a new wardrobe every time you go down a but hey, you can always run down to target or forever 21 and grab a cute shirt or dress that won’t be hard on your wallet and give yourself the ultimate treat, your own cute self lookin good If you’ve still got some pounds to shed it DOES NOT mean you can’t dress pretty or even sexy until you reach your target. Love your body even if it’s a work in progress!

I’m about to walk out of my dorm in a tube top and my tiny daisy dukes. I’m a size 10 curves and all! In the bright sunlight. I feel gosh darn good and nobody in this whole world can take that away from me right now.