Okay, so I am back on track. I am feeling better now the rest of the family is sick. This is life though. I went back to working out yesterday. Thought I was going to die yesterday morning. Still a little sick I guess. Went again yesterday afternoon felt better! I miss exercising when I don’t get to go. It was so nice to do it again. Is that sick or what? Did really well on my points yesterday. And so far today I am doing great! I am liking what I am seeing. I am not going back to old habits completely just for comfort! I am changing. I can see it! One step at a time. Even if they are baby steps some days~

Or at least I would like to think that I do. You know when you have a really bad case of the allergies and then it turns into a cold, and you have two children, a working husband, a home to take care of, and oh yea don’t forget finals are due by this weekend! Do you ever just wanna SCREAM? If I did right now, my kids would come running wondering if I was okay and my throat would probably just hurt worse so maybe that isn’t such a good idea for me right now.

I don’t feel like I have been completely off track the last few days but I don’t think I have been completely on either. Missing my weigh in today is giving me a case of thought I guess.  I weighed myself on my home scale and well I guess I am glad I didnt go because I would be up. On the other hand I wish I had gone because that just shows me I need to change things and work harder. So cant take back the past move onto the future!

I am really good about tracking my food on the WW site and I am really good about exercising so now I must stay motivated sick or not. Now is the time when I crave the comfort food! UGH

Well a lot has been going on. My husband took me out to see a play and we had a wonderful dinner. I was very good about what I ate and was very proud of myself for the self control that I maintained. Then I got sick. I have been so sick for two days now. I cant work out, I am barely eating right. Why are mommies allowed to get sick? We should be exempt!

I found this picture. It is awful but eye opening. It is from June of last year when I was at my heaviest. 167!Heaviest