God help me…am I doomed to me fat?
this is a dup of my board posting
I am lost and can’t seem to get it together. I am so sad. I had been doing well…posting here…attending my meetings and loosing. THEN the HOLIDAYS came…my goal was to maintain…which i did, but now it has been ages since i have been to a meeting( and it is fed 1st). I have no scale at home so I have no idea how much weight I have gained back….I know I have not gained it all back b/c my cloths tell me so. Still I cant seem to get it together. I have a million reasons why I should be committed to this program. 1 I can get off my blood pressure med, i an hit goal by my b-day in june…I have 40lbs to go and that can be done by june, i just have so much going on in life and I am using that to excuse my bad eating habits and lack of exercise. I really do not know what I am going to do…where can I get the spirit from. I feel like if I don’t get it together and soon…I am on my way to being morbidly obese. I think I have that mind set. it scares me…I thank God I am tall…at 209 (last weigh in weight) I am in a size 16, but it BLOWS my mind I am a size 16…it BLOWS my mind…and it will only get worst…so, what am I to do…it it no longer good enough to validate my large size by noting someone bigger than me and telling myself at least that is not you…b/c one day soon…it may be. HELP
February 1st, 2008 at 4:17 pm
You’ve done so well, and you can keep going! Maybe you should go back and read your old posts and remember how good it felt to lose those first pounds. Hang in there. It always helps me to remember that I’m the ONLY person that can make the choice to eat it or not. I just need to say NO more often! Best wishes to you! YOU CAN DO THIS!