So, I have been doing a lot of thinking and soul searching during this time of my life and it dawned on me…perhaps subconsciously my subtitle for my blog - the journey back to the “real” me was not just about my weight. It was about finding myself again. I was suffocating in this relationship and was trying to redefine who I was/am…
Now after talking to several people about my future plans, even more opportunities have opened up and I have all the options… it is an amazing feeling…that there is no plan right now…no map… my life is on my own course, not someone else’s… and it is scary and exciting and liberating all at the same time!!!
Anywoo, have not weighed… but the clothes keep getting bigger
Have been doing the best I can to eat at least twice a day, just no appetite… but I have good people looking after me
So, I will keep you all updated as I figure things out…where MY journey takes me now… and as soon as I W/I, I will post the results!
Hope everyone is doing well… I will check in on you guys again as soon as possible ((hugs))