the road to success

so, I didn’t weigh in on Monday, that will be Thursday this week. The eating has not been so well this week, however I started turbo jam on Friday. SO I am finally enjoying working out. this is one fun workout. I am still learning it because I have never been good with coordination so that is a little hard, BUT I am learning. balance is another issue, but I am hoping that this will help with my balance anyway. I work on the kicks and all the moves through out the day so i will get better at them to.  well Im off today I will update with weight on thrus

I am happily reporting that on Mondays weigh-in I was 8 lbs down.  I have really started to get back on track and stick to it. all I can say is… WOW. I am really proud of myself and just get the kick I needed I guess. One thing that is helping is not snacking at night. I haven’t been eating after 5/6 with the exception of last night. I don’t do a lot of activity at night so there is no way to burn off the calories. and whats even better is that I am eating breakfast every morning. I always wake up take the phen, fix Farin his bottle and straighten the house up a bit then I eat breakfast. getting in a routine is really helping to. I cant wait till turbo jam gets here this week, the I really should start seeing some inches. Its funny to me…. most people say that the scale isn’t moving but they can see inches and they get discouraged…… I am seeing more loss on the number. My stomach has really gone down… I can REALLY tell, but now it is my hips and thighs….. I am going to commit to get on the bike after dinner every night, well maybe morning, not sure but Everyday. until turbo gets here then we will see. Well thats it, I am just really ecstatic. this is what I needed.

So. After getting on here and reading other peoples blogs for a while, I decided that I should go ahead and write in mine. Today is day 2 back op. I went off for a week or maybe even a week and 1/2 I was up 3.4 taking me back to 200.8. I need to just buckle down and stay strong. I did order turbo jam

this is supposed to bee a great workout. I have only read great things about it. A lot of people say they became addicted to it. THis is what I need. an exercise to become addicted to. I also tried something new today. It was only 5 points and it sure was good. I absolutely love pizza. However I didn’t have any tortillas in the house so i took 2 slices of 40 calorie bread 1/4 cup pizza sauce, 1/2 cup of cheddar and mozzarella cheese mixed together and turkey pepperoni, then i toasted the bread, spread the sauce topped with cheese and pepperoni then placed in the toaster oven and melted the cheese. This was incredible. Wow it seems if I am all over the place today. I am goin to bring it all back together and say that I have 12 weeks until vacation, and my goal is to look decent in a swimsuit. So there is not goin to be any room for screw-ups. Here i go again.

So last week at the weigh in i was down 5.9 which was .2 away from being under 200 lbs, I was so excited about this, which is why this morning I am sitting her at a loss because I have no clue why I went so far off the plan last week. I had fast food for most of my meals last week, and if it wasn’t fast food, it was a sit down restaurant. I even had mcdonalds twice in one day. Even after that feeling of being bloated and just gross, I still continued to indulge in a big meal from burger king and two huge stuffed baked potatoes filled with bbq chicken. I overate SO bad, but i kept thinking how horrible it was and everything. I knew I shouldn’t eat like that, but I just kept eating all of that stuff. SO….. today I guess I am just looking a food in a bad way because I couldn’t even finish my breakfast with out filling gross, and it was just a bowl of special k and 1 % milk with a banana. I don’t know whats wrong with me, I just fill like I am in a rut. I am going to be weighing on Wed this week instead of today because the weather is bad, and I don’t need to have the baby out in it. so hopefully this next couple of days will be enough to get me under 200. Well I will try to at least blog my food every day.

YES! I know it has been a few days since I have posted, but I have been busy, however, I have stayed op, Yest was the weigh-in I was 200.2. that was a 5.8 lb loss, however I wanted to be out of the 200’s so I was a little upset that I missed it by so little, But I will take it because now I know that if i stay on track this week that I will be under 200 next. I am 7.2 lbs away from the 10 percent goal. Which is exciting! I need to read the books from weight watchers though, I have not been reading them, I also got the book by joel olsteen to read, your best life now, I am going to be reading it as well, cause this is not only a weight loss journey for me but rather a whole life transition. Weight loss will be key though, because until I am happy with my self I will not be able to live a full life. I have about 4 months till vacation, I am excited about it. I know It will be better then last year, cause not only will I have my wonderful son with me but I will look/feel a lot better. well, I will try to update more often this week.